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2011-10-16T22:24:00.001+08:00

Need an outlet or I might go crazy...

Had a horrid week. Nothing out of the ordinary. University is stressful and me doing everything at the last minute isn't helping.

Ok. Now I feel so much better :)

2011-03-24T21:49:00.001+08:00

My hard disk is almost maxed out. Been downloading 'Family Outing 1'. Ep 20, Chunderalla washed the radishes with soap!!! And he's damn clumsy, falling/tripping over himself!

Don't know if this is what you call shallow but I want my first boyfriend to be smoking HOT!!! Doesn't matter if he's dumb or if he's unable to carry a conversation. Everything is forgiven if you're hot. Ahhh but the double standard...

2011-03-20T02:37:00.001+08:00

Ever bumped your head into an open microwave door? It hurts like a BITCH!!!

Why the fuck did my mother leave the damn door open!? Almost cursed in front of her. I seriously wanted to scream at her for leaving it open.

No it's not my fault for not looking at where I was going!!! Was crouching down, rummaging through some food stuff. Stood up. Then BAM! Right against the edge. Now I've got a scab on my scalp!!!

2011-03-16T21:59:00.001+08:00

The extent of my boredom cannot be expressed in words... This is something even Korean dramas can't cure!

The only movies I can watch over and over again are Star Wars and Harry Potter. And maybe Bend it Like Beckham. Jonathan Rhys Meyers is delicious!!! Re-watching dramas is out of the question. Before the episode is over, I'd be googling that episode's recap. I don't like being 'kept in the dark'. Or if it's on DVD, I'll watch it 2x the speed. Fast forward. Fast forward!!!

AND how can people not like Star Wars?!?!?! It's fucking classic!!!

Currently I'm watching Midas and Crime Squad. I guess Secret Garden and Dream High will join the likes of Personal Taste and Oh My Lady! in the dramas that are good but I'll pass.

Aaaaaaaahhhh!!! Whenever Jang Hyuk and Lee Jong-Hyuk come onscreen, I can't help but stare at their faces. Swoon!!!! Move over pretty boys, let these guys show you how to be men.

WTF am I going on about. Let's just say I have a thing for older men... And men in suits!!!

2011-03-14T23:49:00.001+08:00

Love that I'm on holiday when it's raining!!! Nice weather to sleep in. But my knees hurt like crap from the cold!!!

Found a place to 'hide' in my room!!! I was surprised that my mum couldn't see me from the door. Hahaha it's a big deal! I'm planning to rip the butterfly wallpaper off and get rid of the damn pink feel I have going on in my room.

Call me sadistic but I'm hoping for Japan's nuclear power plant to meltdown. Wouldn't that be exciting!?!?!? I feel like I'm missing out on a lot of things by living in Singapore. Maybe that's why I get excited over such things. I wanna experience blizzards, storms, earthquakes. Singapore sucks!!! Our Universal Studios SUCKS!!! In fact, we should be embarrassed by it!!!

I wanna live in Russia. It's cold all the time. That's my kind of weather. They have live feed cameras in every vehicle! There's countless road accidents... I saw this video where they bungee jumped of a building with a cord they tied to the roof. Sick!!!

How I'd love to live in a country where there's an actual opposition! A choice. The ability to fully utilize your right to vote. Our general election is a joke...

2011-03-11T04:14:00.003+08:00

It's 4 AM but I can't sleep!!!

HEHEHE

No idea why I'm so happy. Just finish watching My Name is Kim Sam-soon. It's one of the better dramas I've watched. It was the most typical Korean drama there is but it's that reason why I love it. And also because such circumstances only happen in our fantasy. Hurray for the happy ending!!!

For once I didn't cry!

The episode where they climbed the mountain was the funniest. She has such a foul mouth!!! And whenever they want to do 'the deed', there'll always be something stopping them hahaha what a cute couple!!!

2011-03-09T04:14:00.000+08:00

My chest hurts real bad. Didn't see the harm in taking more than was prescribed.

Don't think I can handle any criticism or nagging right now. Even meaningless words hurt.

I'm just a sad and angry person who's incapable of love. If I can't love myself, how am I suppose to love someone else.

I need to find God once again. Maybe then will I find peace...

Let's not meet.

2011-03-05T19:45:00.001+08:00

Today, a friend said that I set the world record for crying hahaha

It's nice that people care but it's hard to voice out what's wrong.

I'm sorry that you've been let down over and over again by your parents. I really hope that you find someone worthy of you. One with no baggage :)

I love you!

2011-03-01T09:04:00.001+08:00

It's a pity that our minds are wired to think in 140 characters.

I've found a new 'calling' in listening to Guns & Roses and watching foreign film. Sure they are Korean and Japanese movies but only because they're easy to find! I've been wanting to watch Bad Habits, a French movie, but it's impossible to find!!!

The movies I've seen made tears roll like there's no tomorrow. Watching the 'sad genre' kinda makes me feel human. There was the adaptation of The Notebook and Maunday Thursday.

Imagining standing at the edge of a tall building and finally letting go calms me down.

Why is it a sin!?

It's laughable that I thought on overdosing on the anti-depressants. The doctor didn't give enough!!!

Knock knock knocking on heaven's door...

2011-02-25T00:16:00.001+08:00

If it weren't for my fear of God, I would have done it...

There's nothing wrong with my life. I just don't see the point in living.

2010-11-26T20:06:00.000+08:00

Facebook is officially BORING!!!

Running Man is the best variety show as of date!!!

2010-11-22T00:15:00.001+08:00

First a flying cockroach. Now a grasshopper.

I live on the freaking 9th floor.

Where the hell are these things coming from???

2010-11-20T00:03:00.002+08:00

They were suppose to disappear and only return on Sunday!!! Just when I thought I had the house to myself... And all those times she interrupted my Internet time looking up hotels!!! Thinking of it pisses me off.

That's okay. They are going away again the day after my birthday.

Hurray!!!

I'm a rare species. Happy my family is going away, leaving me behind...

Can't come home after 10 or be prepared to be locked out.
Can't watch TV or go online beyond 11 or be prepared to get yelled at.

These "rules" are so effin' dumb.

Anyway not as though I listen.
But she'll give me the death stare and I'll bow down to the Madam.
Not without toppling things over and shouting that I'm not trying to 'tunjuk perangai'... Because I am!!!

Cray Cray Bish!!!

2010-11-19T02:47:00.002+08:00

I have it easy when it comes to housework. Just realized it...

Wanted to wash the dishes after eating but there were two trash bags in the way. God knows how long it has been since I've taken out the trash.

Decided today would be the day I walked out to throw rubbish. What a feeling. Seriously, I felt useful for once. Was about to pick it up when I was a fly on it and the smell...awful!!! Changed my mind. Told my mother I'll clear the sink once someone throws the trash. Proceeded to shout at my brother to do it...

Went on to watch TV. Cable was boring. Decided to take a nap. Was woken up by my mother asking me to print something. Lucky she didn't turn on the lights or I would have cursed under my breath. Now we wouldn't want that do we.

Saw my youngest brother tagging along. In my frustration, called him an idiot HAHAHA

NOW I CAN'T SLEEP!!!

What do you usually do at 2am?

Oh ya. Ended up not washing the dishes...

So lazy and spoilt!!! I'm disappointed in myself.

Speaking of being disappointed, Salleh still has not told me why he cried over that girl hahaha Moobs crying because of someone did not acknowledge his love. Why so pathetic?

Moobs let this BFF of yours give you a piece of advice. Never tell people or at least me that you cried. Oh ya tnx for the drink...

2010-11-18T16:47:00.002+08:00

SMS of the day: Don't forget that I'm still waiting for my BFF to finish class

Oh man. I'm turning into one of those people that share to much info. One day, it's gonna bite me in the ass.

Social networking and the overshare generation...

My mother is busy looking at uni courses and she bugging me with questions.
I should be thankful but it's god damn irritating!!!
Did I mention she's on TWO weeks worth of MC?

2010-11-14T21:46:00.003+08:00

I"m spazzing over Micky Yoochun on SKK.

Gah!!!

New found LOVE :) hahaha

What a pity I got into the fandom after they split...

Too cute!!!

2010-11-06T18:17:00.000+08:00

I wanted to access OLIVE to look at the assignment.

Since my brother was using my laptop, I decided to use my HP instead.

Used the voice search. Gave it a try once but they messed it up.
Anywho, I said Temasek Poly. Guess what it Google-ed.

Animal Porn!!!

They sound nowhere near alike. Tsk. Tsk. Tsk.

2010-10-31T09:58:00.001+08:00

Can the song get anymore sadder???

2010-10-28T20:46:00.002+08:00

The 3 guys we went to Bugis with were really friendly.

Went to Bugis to print poster. 5 bucks only...

Anyway, I really didn't expect it. Very very surprised. They even took a bite off Aishan's food. If I were her, I'd have asked them to finish it up. Too many ppl's saliva...

2010-10-26T22:45:00.001+08:00

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

Big Bang sang 7 songs!!!
That is a concert of its own!!!

NO. NO. NO.

Should have gone. Should have gone. Should have gone.
~~Oooh then again I would be surrounded by crazy sweaty ppl...~~

2010-10-25T22:26:00.000+08:00

WTH!!!
How can the HD2 be out of stock?

StinkTel!!!

So difficult... Just buy without contract ah.

2010-10-22T17:56:00.001+08:00

GOING CRAZY!!!

Contemplating the possibility of not being able to enter uni...
Grades are not good enough *cries

2010-10-20T13:56:00.000+08:00

Big big big headache!!!

They better not cross reference the two logbooks because the dates don't tally. I should have photocopied my SIP logbook. Life is full of shit...

2010-10-19T20:34:00.000+08:00

Two broken little wings.
Couldn't sing, couldn't fly.
Stupid bloody little thing. - BNTM

2010-10-18T23:25:00.003+08:00

AAAAAHHHHH!!!

Just watched the preview of PK!!! I'm dying of happiness right now : )
Thursday couldn't come any sooner!!!

Running Man is like the variety of 2010!!! It's freaking funny.
Go go go watch it. Though it's kinda hard to find subs...
I got to finally see Se7en in action!!! WOOHOO!!! I love his lips...

Look at dem LIPS!!!

Thank God this show has none of those cheesy love lines.
The funniest so far was the episode staring Jessica & Nichkhun. In fact it was a double episode...

Ep 7 - Guests: Se7en, Son Dambi, some comedian I can't remember...

2010-10-16T08:38:00.001+08:00

Fucking pissing me off sia!!!

Early saturday morning these people start making noise. Coming in and out of my room. Bugging my about some stupid email. What's the purpose of a smart phone if you don't use the damn functions!!! For show?!?!?!

AND it's extremely hot!!!

2010-10-15T23:38:00.004+08:00

Today marks the first time I teared in a movie theater.

Buried.

Imagine this. You wake up to find yourself buried alive in a wooden coffin.
It's impossible for me to imagine though...
One day, that's gonna happen to us all if you know what I mean.

I don't care if he was an American citizen or an Iraqi. He begged for his government to help and what did they do. They put him on hold, made him succumb to cutting off his finger and the worst part was giving him false hope at the last second.

Them BASTARDS!!!

How dare they, in his moment of need, acusse him of having an affair with a co-worker and inform him that he's been released from the company the morning he was kidnapped!!! That they are not liable for any injuries and that his family can't claim insurance. It's a fucked up world!!!

This isn't just another story someone thought of producing. This is REAL LIFE.

The movie was so sad :(

To cheer up, let's indulge in some Jusutoon!!!

2010-10-15T01:16:00.001+08:00

Am eating cold rice at one in the morning. Came straight out of the fridge. Lazy to use the microwave cos will have to use another plate to cover up the food which means another plate to wash.

I just remembered...
I can't remember who but someone was waiting for me downstairs. Must have come home to get something. Was hungry. Looked into the fridge. Saw yesterday's bee hoon and proceeded stuffing my face...

Hot or cold, they taste the same to me...

Wah I donno how I'll survive without someone to cook for me.
If you don't give me instructions, be prepared to vomit.
HAHAHA When my mother asked me to cook vegetable, know what I do?
Cut and wash them up. Heat up a frying pan without oil. Then just put the veggie in.
Obviously I didn't bother eating it...

I really hate cooking or helping out. My mother will ask me to wash meat she bought. It takes so freaking long and the smell does not go away no matter how many times I wash and scrub. Seriously, I feel like throwing something. Cooking/being in the kitchen drives me crazy!!!

God he's HOT!!!

FuckYeahJunsu!!!

2010-10-12T20:12:00.005+08:00

Lady Gaga called. She wants her makeup artist back.

Pronto!!!

You guys should really watch this.
I can't even begin to comprehend what went through their minds.
I was laughing like crazy over the grasshopper/running man choreography. How could they possibly keep a straight face?
Don't get me started on their make-up and their clothes.
AND the last minute was really a WTF moment!!!

Poor Junsu. I feel so embarrassed for him although kudos that he has more singing parts...

I can't wait for the live performance. OH it's gonna be FUCKING EPIC!!!

2010-10-11T22:14:00.001+08:00

Leaving my student's house, I was extra cautious because I heard a cat meowing. It was pretty loud which meant that it was really near.
I went out. Scanned the area.
Then I saw it under the neighbour's shoe rack.
Guess what I did???

I ran back inside the house.

Am I a chicken or what.
And it was not even a fully grown cat. It was just a baby!!! Everyone gathered at the gate as my student tried to pick it up. Suddenly the kitten tried to bite her, that's what I thought. I was already scared to death lah. I asked, "What is it doing?". Apparently it was sneezing. So creepy!!!

Then a few days ago, I was crossing a bridge but there were 2 pigeons in my way.
It's so funny I can't type it out...
It ended with two guys in a double decker bus laughing at me.

I will never get over my fear of anything that does not clean up after itself!!! Be it animals or insects. NEVER!!!

See that guy with the psycho look. That's what they look like to me...

2010-10-10T22:04:00.001+08:00

Your tears that used to melt me are now making my heart freeze.
Your smile that heft the light become hidden in my sleepy eyes. - Simon D (an arrogant son of a bitch but a fine piece of man ass)

2 more weeks till the start of school.
While I miss going to school, I'm not looking forward to going back. Am I confused or what.

I admire the Amish community for their beliefs...

Can Unforgivable Violence Ever Be Forgiven? - John Robbins

It was exactly four years ago today that one of the most brutal, senseless, and unforgivable acts of violence in U.S. history took place. And that day also brought one of the most extraordinary responses to unspeakable violence our culture has ever known.

The schoolchildren had just returned to their classroom from recess on the morning of October 2, 2006, when a 32-year-old milk-truck driver named Charles Carl Roberts backed his pickup truck up to the front of an Amish schoolhouse in Lancaster County, Pennsylvania. We may never be able to understand what possessed Roberts that day, but we do know, to our horror, what he did.

He walked into the classroom holding a 9mm handgun. He then ordered the male students to carry items from the back of his pickup truck into the classroom. These items included a shotgun, a stungun, wires, chains, nails, tools, and a bag which included sexual lubricant and flexible plastic ties. There was also a wood board with many sets of metal eyehooks intended to be used for securing his victims.

Roberts ordered the female children to line up against the chalkboard. He then released the male students, a pregnant woman, and three parents with infants. One female student managed to escape, leaving behind 10 hostages, all of them girls.
The teacher, who had somehow also managed to escape in the confusion, immediately raced to a nearby farm and called 911. Within a few minutes, police and emergency medical personnel began to arrive. As they did, Roberts was using plastic ties to bind the arms and legs of the schoolgirls he held hostage. A group of state troopers approached the schoolhouse, but Roberts threatened to shoot the girls if they did not leave immediately. The police backed off.

A police negotiator, using the bullhorn on his cruiser, spoke to Roberts, asking him repeatedly to put down his weapons and come out of the school house. He refused.

Barely more than 30 minutes had elapsed since Charles Carl Roberts had first driven up to the schoolhouse when the shooting began. He shot all 10 of the schoolgirls execution style, in the back of the head. When the shots rang out, the police immediately rushed the building, but the shooting stopped just as they broke through the windows and began to force their way inside. Roberts had killed himself.

Three girls died at the scene, and two others died in the next sixteen hours. Five others were left in critical condition, struggling for their lives. The victims ranged in age from six to 13.

Janice Ballenger, deputy coroner in Lancaster County, told the Washington Post that she counted two dozen bullet wounds in one child alone. "There was not one desk, not one chair, in the whole schoolroom that was not splattered with either blood or glass," she said. "There were bullet holes everywhere, everywhere."
There is probably no way most of us could comprehend the grief and horror that this unspeakable brutality caused the Amish community and the families of these innocent victims. There are no words that can even begin to express the violence and its devastating toll.

But somehow, these people did not respond with hate. They did not cry out for revenge. Their hearts were filled with unimaginable grief, but they sought and found ways, miraculously, to turn their misery toward compassion.

Impossibly, the Amish actually reached out to the family of the gunman. The afternoon of the shooting, the Amish grandfather of one of the girls who had been murdered publicly expressed forgiveness toward the killer. That same day, Amish neighbors visited the Roberts family to comfort them in their sorrow and pain. One Amish man held Roberts' sobbing father in his arms for nearly an hour, comforting him.

The Amish didn't hold a press conference. They didn't cast blame or prepare to file lawsuits. Instead, though their hearts were filled with grief and shock, they reached out with compassion to the killers' family.

Marie Roberts, the widow of the killer, was one of the few outsiders invited to the funeral of one of the Amish girls. Amish mourners were the majority of those gathered at the funeral of Charles Carl Roberts. And the Amish later set up a charitable fund for the family of the killer.

The story became the subject of national attention. Many reporters asked, "How could these people forgive such a terrible, unprovoked act of violence against innocent children?"
It's a good question. Part of the answer stems from how deeply devoted the Amish are to the teachings of Jesus, who taught his followers to forgive others, to place the needs of others before themselves, and to find peace in the reality that God can bring good out of any situation.

This is who the Amish are. This what they do. They try to meet evil with good. When they are harmed, they seek to forgive. They do their best to embody Martin Luther King's recognition that "forgiveness is not an occasional act; it is a permanent attitude."
The Amish are a people of few material possessions. I've heard it said, by someone obviously not drawn to these people, that they have made self-denial into a lifestyle. But could they have an inner power that is beyond the comprehension of those of us caught up in the rat race of the modern world?
Which brings up another question. We live in a world where forgiveness is often seen as a sign of weakness, a world where revenge and retaliation are taken for granted as an appropriate response to evil. Could the Amish be showing us another possibility?

The Amish may be the Michael Jordans of forgiveness. Their capacity to forgive may seem superhuman to the rest of us. But is it possible that Amish forgiveness and grace have something to teach us?

I think it's something that Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr. would have understood, and Gandhi, too. They taught that the most effective way to counter violence was not to condone it, nor to react in kind, but to respond to it with creative nonviolence. They knew that an eye for an eye only makes the whole world blind. They taught that you can hate the sin, but you must try to love the sinner.
Becoming merciful rather than hateful is difficult work, and can seem all but impossible for those who have been taught to nurse fantasies of revenge against those who have harmed us. We do not live in a culture where forgiveness is given much value. We identify justice with payback. We have highly developed capacities for blame.

But might there be something in the Amish example that can be an antidote to the brutality and meanness of the world? If we are moved by their example, could it be because they remind us of our own capacities for mercy?

I don't want to sound too high and mighty here. I can get as angry as the next person, and I think that a capacity for healthy and constructive anger is a necessary part of our emotional wholeness. Sometimes injustice needs to be corrected, and there are people in the world from whom we, and our children, need protection. And yet, there is something in the Amish example that strikes me with its beauty.

Maybe the Amish can remind us of this: Yes, there is unimaginable anguish and violence in the world. But when all is said and done, love might still have a strength that hate can never defeat.

Do we really need all the things we have come to believe constitute the good life? Is there something about our get-more, have-more culture that separates us from our hearts? These questions and more are explored in John Robbins' latest book The New Good Life: Living Better Than Ever in an Age of Less. His other bestsellers include The Food Revolution and Diet For A New America. John is the recipient of the Rachel Carson Award, the Albert Schweitzer Humanitarian Award, the Peace Abbey's Courage of Conscience Award, and Green America's Lifetime Achievement Award. For more info about his work, see johnrobbins.info

2010-10-08T12:35:00.001+08:00

I CAN'T COMPLETE THE DAMN THING!!!

To hell with it ah, I'll just submit it when I'm done. No worries... *starts watching anime
Not like this is anything new. Forever handing in things late.

The way that you speak and the way you sound, being like a freak invading my soul - Xander

2010-10-07T00:54:00.002+08:00

Stupid logbook!!!

Still have 5 more weeks to write. The dateline is this Friday and I have to get my supervisor to sign. Hopefully he'll just sign without looking through *prays...

The reason I'm taking so long is because I'm watching a drama at the same time. There's like 120 episodes to date and I can't seem to stop!!!

While I'm here complaining, I'll rant about the drama.

I caught the recent few episodes on KBS World so I decided to check out how they got to where they are right now in the drama. I even watched the raw episodes to see how it ends. That was episode 173.

OMG!!!
The ex-girlfriend/mother to his kid is such a whiny bitch.
She left him and the kid 7 years ago, now she's back saying she thought of him everyday over those years. If that's the case then why the hell did you not call or try to get in contact. You waited 7 fucking years.
Just when he's over you, you had to come back and ruin everything.
The nerve after he repeatedly told you off. Have you no shame?!?!?! (I know it's just a drama...)
She's delusional, she's a stalker, she's a compulsive liar.
I'm sure such a person exists in this god forsaken world.

It's seriously killing my grades. I've got no one else to blame except myself. I'll cry myself to sleep tonight...

2010-10-06T17:04:00.000+08:00

Dailymotion Sucks!!!

Thank you and have a nice day.

2010-09-20T21:40:00.007+08:00

9 more days people.

9 freaking more days!!!

Recently, I find that I keep making mistakes. Without thinking, I disposed the monomer I've been working on for the past two weeks. Luckily, I threw it into an empty waste bucket. When he checks with NMR, he's gonna get the shock of his life. I've yet to tell him... Then today, I threw away some unknown compound just because it was not the colour I wanted. After I threw it away did I realise I didn't check to make sure it was not what I wanted.

My supervisor took leave because he has to be at home when the air-con guy comes. Are you kidding me??? I took the cab because I was late. $34!!! $34!!!

2010-09-18T20:23:00.001+08:00

Wow.
I just realized how difficult it is to get a good birthday present.
I've settled on something they mentioned but still undecided on the model.
Yeah, I've got no creativity.
Hopefully, they didn't get it for themselves. It's obviously not gonna arrive in time unless they provide DHL services.
Things on ebay are pretty cheap. Best to buy things with free shipping because most charge at least one third the cost of product.

Anyway, my mother's back from the hospital. I don't know what's her problem. She was 'complaining' to her friend that not once did I call her. So I tried asking her things like how come she's back so early if she had an operation. She was saying something that I didn't understand. So I told her I didn't get it and she said no need to understand.
She says I don't talk to her but when I do she brushes me off. WTF???
And she wonders why I didn't call. If you wanna know, I didn't even notice you weren't around...

2010-09-16T12:52:00.006+08:00

Yesterday, I woke up at 830 so I asked my father to send me. Usually, he would send my mother to work but since she's in the hospital...

Oh ya. Funny how I found out she got admitted. I got home on Tuesday. While watching TV, my brother asked if I knew where she was. I was thinking how the hell would I know. Go call and find out lah. I was partly thinking he was trying to be annoying because I used to do that to him when he was little. Saying that she wouldn't come home or she's gone away. Anyway, I thought I'd guess the hospital. Then I asked who she was visiting. The rest is history...

So when we entered the expressway, the sky was really dark. I was praying that it wouldn't rain when I felt the first drop. AND there was heavy traffic!!! When it got a little heavier, we had to stop at the side so my father could put on his raincoat. Yup, none for me. Thought of asking him to get off the expressway and onto the streets below where the road is covered by the highway but I was already wet so what's another 15 minutes. That coupled with the wind and rain hitting me at 90km/h is not something I want to experience again. I was dripping wet when I got to the lobby. Still had to immediately start work so I dried myself with a hairdryer while vaporizing some things.

After work, visited my uncle who's also in hospital. Since it's in the same estate, I dropped by. Felt bad that they had to send me home since we live at opposite ends. Gas is not cheap. It's this kind of generosity that people remember and pass down.

Baker Kim Ep 27 (link)

2010-09-13T22:03:00.004+08:00

Some kid was digging his girlfriend's ear. Gross.
Is this how teens show affection nowadays? Grooming one another.

2010-09-11T11:02:00.000+08:00

This year seemed different from past Hari Rayas.We didn't rebus ketupat. I usually help my mother put money into the envelops, not this year. I didn't know what I was wearing till an hour before we went out. Didn't buy any shoes. Lucky I still had one black flats.

Anyway, the thing I was disappointed about was leaving my cousin's house so damn early!!! It is the only house I look forward to visiting. So it went down like this...

There were loads of people in the house from both the mum and dad's side. Been like that for years. Everyone knows everyone. There were about 30 people then a group started streaming in and the house went quiet. I was thinking either these people are estranged relatives or they got the wrong house. I asked my cousin if she knew them, I didn't get a clear answer. I think there were like 15 people and the atmosphere was definitely tense. Yada yada yada. Turns out my aunt was trying to set up my cousin...

Miruuuuuuuuuu...

2010-09-06T21:30:00.005+08:00

I had an unofficial day off.
Came late and went off early.
He's still sick.
I would complain about him not having the decency to tell me beforehand that he would not be coming but nah. That's not work.
He told me to purify some long side chain but I did it last week and Dr. Ma didn't need help so I left.
My apologies to those hard at work...

I feel kinda guilty that the past week has been pretty relaxed because I absolutely HATE it when I see people not doing anything.

It felt like hell froze over in the bus...

Run Run Run Away!!!
This is a SS501 Post!!!

(link)

2010-09-05T22:47:00.003+08:00

3 freaking days!!!

Thanks for reminding me Salleh...

If I were a normal person reading someone else's blog and they're complaining about their family, I would think that person is just blowing things out of proportion. That is exactly what I ask myself.

Am I making things seem worse than it is? Is it really that bad?

There will always be someone who has it worse but does it mean we should be thankful for that?

To be honest, half of the time I don't know what I'm rambling about. I just know I'm not happy.

I say I don't care or I can't be bothered. There's some truth to it but most of the time I feel like crying. It's frustrating when you wish things would change but on the other hand, you are not comfortable if it did. I'd wish that someone would tell me I was adopted so I would not have any obligations or ties to these people.

It's been like this for as long as I can remember so I've gotten used to it. When my friends talk about their families, I feel the urge to disclose everything like the fact that my parents don't get along or that someone pressed the mute button on this house.

When you tell your kid that you're thinking about getting divorced, what do you expect me to say? Yeah, go ahead?

I hate seeing them live in the same house but act like strangers and when they do talk it's never in a civilized manner. Might as well go your separate ways. Sure, there are times when they act like a normal married couple and when they do I find it weird.

The only solution I could come up with is for me to leave this house. Move to another country so I can get away from it all. Sure, I'll miss a lot of things but definitely not my family. As you can tell by now, I'm not big on families. Never was. Never will be.

I don't regret posting this. Just don't talk to me about it...

2010-09-03T20:09:00.003+08:00

There's some Filipino guy singing the 10 Commandments OST in the bus. Horrible. Reminds me of those Idol rejects.

I was really free this morning. Just filtered and dried my compound. From then till 2, I watched Playful Kiss - brought my laptop.

In the middle of it, Marilyn came and told me there was a really huge centipede at the column fume hood. But by the time I got there, it was gone. Was about to go home when Dr. Li SMS-ed saying he would be there in 10 mins. WTH!!! He told me to continue the reaction on Monday and that he was at home, sick.

Now, I know what sick looks like but he still smelled nice.

Anyway, I had my reaction on reflux when Marilyn came and sat at Dr. Ma's fume hood. Suddenly, she jumped off the chair. I was thinking what's wrong with her. Crazy. Then I saw it!!! It's GINORMOUS!!!

See that $1 coin. That's how big it is...

Tyler's reaction was really funny. "I wonder if he has friends?" and hopped away from where it came out from. I love listening to his Canadian accent.

Dr. Hong was the first to see the mutant at the fume hood. Marilyn told me he squealed and shouted for Yip.

Working in that lab is extremely hazardous. Even Dr. Sonar (Peggy's supervisor) commented that the whole lab stinks.

Notice how we address the Western and Asian supervisors differently.

Bitch just fucking slapped me!!! Hit me in the eye.
She can fucking shove her comments up her ass!!!
I don't give a damn what her sister is gonna say. It only shows how she brought up her kids.
Keep asking me to get out of the house. AS IF I WANNA STAY!!!

2010-09-02T22:59:00.001+08:00

Went to my aunt's place for dinner to celebrate my mother's birthday. It shows how bad my relationship with her is when I totally forgot about it. It's not something I'm ashamed of. This is my reality. I don't think we were ever close.

So what made me suddenly think about it. Everyone was already out of the house when my aunt told me she didn't want to hear about it this year. I was thinking what you don't want to hear that my room is messy. Then she said she didn't want to hear that I didn't minta maaf this raya. I was like yaya.

Why do I have to? She's not been a decent parent for me to do so. On a few occasions when my brother assaulted me, did she even ask if I was okay. Oh wait, I wasn't Looking for any assurance just for something bad to happen to him. Bitch even scolded me for it. I don't care what people think. I won't ever forgive her for that. Just thinking about it has me traumatized. Not only that, I come home really late and by then they're done eating. One day, there was nothing left. I can't believe no one set aside anything for me. If it were my brother, she would have done so.

As far as I can remember, I've never looked forward to celebrating Hari Raya. In fact, I hate it.

2010-09-01T21:00:00.004+08:00

The lab spirit had its revenge on Yip for blowing things up.

I was getting my reaction in order at the fume hood near the entrance then suddenly I heard glass shattering and Dr. Hong asking, "Are you alright?" I was like WTF happened. I couldn't see Yip which meant he was on the floor. His voice sounded pretty shaken up. I didn't dare check it out for fear of the unknown. Only after he left the lab did I inspect the damage. For a moment, I was really terrified for him. I've heard glass breaking but not like that. The injury was not that serious. Just a deep cut. Hahaha not serious...

So far so good. Three days alone and it's going perfectly. I got a 99.6% yield as compared to a 97% when my supervisor was around. Just couldn't continue today's overnight reaction since I didn't know the reflux temperature.

Did I mention how everything around the lab is spoiled? I broke 2 squeeze bottles and there are only 3 traps left. The new pump for the rota-vapor shook violently when I tried to use it. Tyler had to shout at me to switch it off. I was like it won't switch off!!! It's cleaning!!! Panicking, I took the plug out. Everything is falling apart. At least they got someone to finally fix the fume hoods.

Highlarious Facebook Song!!!

2010-08-31T20:43:00.001+08:00

At first, I thought the whole lab would be closed because they were renovating.
Was ready to celebrate the day off by going shopping but when I talked to Ma again he said we just can't use the fume hoods. So Yip can stop complaining about being the only TP student around.
It's better that I do so I don't have to run around trying to complete my experiment before my supervisor comes back next week.

Completed my work by 330. Thought I'd clear the base tank instead of walking around aimlessly, disturbing people. I spilled the solvent on my pants. The first thing my supervisor said was it'll burn a hole if you get it on your clothes. I was so pissed off, I started throwing tissue!!!

I just don't get how a person can be so dense. Tengok dia aje, darah up. Tak reti macam mana orang boleh kawan dengan dia. The tank da lah penuh tak boleh letak apa apa lagi. Tak guna betul!!! Semua nak kena disuruh. Eh dah badak, masih tak boleh fikir sendiri. Dah fed up, I asked Ma asal semua kerja dia buat, tak suruh Tepung. Ohh he thinks dia tak boleh buat kerja independently. WTH!!! If he doesn't give them the opportunity to do so, how would he know. I count my lucky stars he's not my supervisor.

Sometimes I feel like I've so many things to do but when I really think about it, it's not that bad. It's what people call reality. I feel a sense of accomplishment. I take pride in my work...always.

2010-08-29T22:02:00.003+08:00

What's up with the YouTube home page layout? It's inconvenient!!!
Recently there was a subscription bar when you can shuffle or play the next video. Thank God they removed that!!!

The latest episode of Naruto was stupid. His speech was so moving that Pain decided to revive all those that he killed when he attacked the village. Say what??? These people need a reality check.

This is one time when I'm not thrilled that my supervisor is taking leave. ONE WEEK!!! Who the hell am I gonna call if I get stuck on the experiment? I didn't take note of the changes made to the previous one. Crap!!!

2010-08-26T20:27:00.003+08:00

O. MY. GOOOOOOD!!!
You annoy the hell out of me!!! My mind is on repeat mode : I hate you. I hate you. I hate you.

Kalau 'sakit', buat macam sakit. Jangan kacau orang tenga kerja. Tak habis habis tanya buat apa. Apa sal? Tak sabar nak jumpa besok. I can understand if you're a guy but...

Asal tak tanya kalau dah berak?

Masa tu dia 'sakit' abe suruh bunuh dia. I'd gladly do it if there aren't any repercussions.

For the measly amount they are paying us, it not worth my effort. But I find myself stressing over less than perfect work. I guess it's just me. Was suffering from emotional trauma so I didn't go yesterday. Ended up playing Neopets till my finger ached. Nintendonitis...

I've yet to take medical leave for when I'm actually sick. As far as I can remember, it's either to avoid tests or an attempt to extend datelines. Mr. Raymond Andrew was the first to tell me that I'm a procrastinator. I still have that star he gave. Even though he gave it to everyone, I find it special...

I was looking out the window SMS-ing Boobies. Guess what I saw?!?!?! A naked guy!!! I wasn't screaming or anything like that because it's not the first time I've seen it. No, I don't stand at my window hoping to see him prance around his room. I even shouted out my window once. I've gotten to know his whole family. Parents, younger brother and a maid.

Hey, it's in the privacy of your own home. I've got no problems with that but at least have the decency to switch off the lights or draw the curtains. Save yourself from any embarrassment unless you're an exhibitionist.

2010-08-23T22:15:00.003+08:00

Can I start calling you boobies???

I had dinner in the rain.
It was raining but I was too lazy to walk so I just ate in the park, in the dark.
Was starting to feel sorry for myself but compared to those without a home or food, I count myself lucky.

What's news worthy? No one's interested in the Pakistan flood, Iran and their nukes or the US economy. In that case, you wanna know about the farting incident?

Woohoo Satan was not in the lab!!! He's on a two day course so I feel at peace.

Merelyn (NTU intern) reminds me of Wan Ying. I'm not sure if I got the spelling right. It's been 3 years since I've seen her...

Before the current car, we had two Alfa Romeos.
When I first saw the car I was like NOOOOO, why did my father get some unknown brand!!! I hated it, thinking it was some cheapo car because everyone else had cars that were well known.
Now they cost a bomb!!!

2010-08-22T20:48:00.000+08:00

Every episode of 2Day1Night is better than the previous one.
I couldn't stop laughing especially when they had to complete the missions.
When they finally dunk the basketball in the dark from outside the court, it was already the next morning and they had to get up at 9 for a morning mission. Mind you it was pouring and unless they scored, they couldn't go in...

For the morning mission, they had to get up when the song starts playing, put on a pair of shoe placed in the box they choose and run to the car where the first 3 would get to eat while the others peeled garlic. As expected hilarity would ensue...

Jongmin had to run in red stilettos.
Kang Hodong - baby shoes (the ones that squeaked)
Jinon - Ice shoes
Sunggun - Skies (he was still figuring how to put them on when the rest had finished)

2010-08-21T12:35:00.002+08:00

Where did all the Banglas go???
Now, I see senior citizens keeping the corridors, roads and streets clean.
At their age, they shouldn't even be working. I'm guessing it's the government's way of employing older workers.
But it makes no sense to put them to work, cleaning our trash no less.
Shouldn't the government provide them with some assistance?

I didn't sleep the whole night. Started playing Neopets. They were about to delete the account. After the usual stuff ie. email, news, YouTube, there's nothing to do so yeah Neopets.

Anyone wanna be Neofriends?

I was on 69 and there was this couple beside me. I didn't get a good look at them but from the corner of my eyes I could see the guy was sporting dark yellow? hair. Then the guy pulled the girl towards him to lay on his shoulders. I don't know what was weird about that but people kept staring. When they alighted, instead of what I believed to be a guy turned out to be a butch. I nearly burst out laughing.

2010-08-18T20:34:00.007+08:00

Proper planning has never worked so I'll just wink the report. To hell with Lucifer and his donnos...

The world is screwed up. There's no justice. I'm not talking about petty things like what you and I may experience.

Here's one such example...

Sakineh Must Not Be Stoned (link)

Those charges against her are insane!!!

2010-08-17T22:48:00.002+08:00

It was raining and I didn't bring an umbrella.
Isn't the rainy season over???
Couldn't wait it out so I used my lab coat as cover. Talk about being embarrassed!!!

These people make us wait and wait for them. I ended up talking to blur sotong. Then the group from Level 5 came in and asked, "You just sit and stare at the column?". Their supervisor was so friendly. He was joking with them though it wasn't funny... Well, it's better than nothing.

It's a holy place but I was so grossed out. I was tip toeing all over. Funny how my room is a dump (you'll be surprised), yet I'm such a 'clean' freak when I'm outside. We humans frolic in our own filth.

The tuition mum was relating to me how her mum passed away. What she did right after that.
Oh man!!! I wouldn't even dare enter the room. It's so freaky.
I don't know how I'm gonna deal if my mum passed away or anyone else for that matter. Even my own shadow scares the crap out of me.

Are we suppose to fear death?

2010-08-16T13:01:00.009+08:00

CRAP!!!

I should have asked him what the resulting mol was.
Arghhhhhhh!!!
One week of work gone. I feel like screaming. This is all cos I was impatient.
Hopefully I'll be able to continue once he tests the compound. Didn't get any assurance just an I donno...

Updated:

This Ramadhan couldn't come at a worst time. Waktu semua terlepas. Tarawih belum pergi. Abe si Tepung testing kesabaranku. Asik gesek dia punya dada kat badanku. Apa hal??? HAHAHA Serious!!!

It is so weird to be talking in Malay.

I'm really stressed out over the experiment. Something always goes wrong. Well, it's a fact I suck at practical but I tell myself to be careful and not rush. I feel like re-doing the damn thing!!! Si dia tu pula semua 'boss' pimpin tangan buat. Nvm I tell myself it's a learning experience.

Ooh someone commented that I'm very mature!!! Tnx I know :P

Israeli Army On Flotilla Raid: Turkish Activists Had Firearms, Fired First
~~aka~~
~~What a load of bullshit!!!~~

Aron Heller

More force should have been used to clear a ship's deck before the deadly May raid on a pro-Palestinian flotilla, Israel's army chief said Wednesday, claiming that some of the Turkish activists on board had guns and opened fire first, in the most detailed account of the incident to date.

Lt. Gen. Gabi Ashkenazi said an Israeli commando was shot in the stomach as he rappelled down to the Mavi Marmara, forcing him to return fire. A forensic examination of bullet remnants recovered did not match Israeli weapons, he said, calling it proof that the activists had guns and were prepared to use them.

Speaking to an official Israeli inquiry into the raid, Ashkenazi said the military underestimated the level of violence it would encounter and should have done more to ensure "sterile conditions" on the ship's deck – indicating more force was needed to subdue pro-Palestinian activists before soldiers boarded the vessel from helicopters overhead.

The charity behind the flotilla has insisted that its activists were not carrying firearms.

Israeli commandos killed nine Turkish activists, including one American dual national, in the May 31 raid on the Mavi Marmara, which was trying to breach Israel's blockade of the Gaza Strip. The soldiers have said they opened fire after coming under attack by a mob of activists wielding clubs, axes and metal rods. The activists have said they were defending themselves.

A military video of the operation showed activists wearing body armor and gas masks and using a circular power saw to cut through a ladder soldiers were trying to use to board the ship from a rubber dinghy.

After that attempt failed, Ashkenazi said commandos then used stun grenades to clear the deck area before rappelling down from helicopters. The army has said activists beat and stabbed the troops and even fired shots. With their lives in danger, the soldiers responded with gunfire and killing the activists, Ashkenazi said.

"We should have ensured sterile conditions in order to dispatch the forces in a minimum amount of time," Ashkenazi testified, saying snipers should have been used to provide cover for the rappelling soldiers. "It would have lowered the risk to our soldiers but it would not have prevented the tension."

The bloodshed drew widespread international criticism and has pushed Israel to loosen its restrictions on Gaza. But a tight naval blockade remains in place. Israel says the measures, imposed after the violent Hamas movement took control of Gaza in 2007, are needed to prevent arms from reaching Hamas.

During his three-hour-long testimony, Ashkenazi said the imperfect execution was partly due to the military not knowing enough about the IHH – the Turkish Islamic charity that sponsored the flotilla. Israel has outlawed the group because of its ties to Hamas.

He said the Turkish activists on board opened fire first, and that Israeli troops responded appropriately, first with non-lethal means and only later with live fire. He said the outcome would have been far more deadly were it not for their restraint. "The soldiers justifiably opened fire. They opened fire at those they needed to, and didn't at those they didn't need to," he said.

Ashkenazi's testimony followed that of Prime Minister Benjamin Netanyahu and Defense Minister Ehud Barak.

In their testimonies, the prime minister tried to shift some of the responsibility toward Barak, while the defense minister indicated the military did not execute the plan properly.

Ashkenazi in contrast shouldered the responsibility for all military conduct.

The Israeli commission is headed by a retired Supreme Court justice and includes two foreign observers: David Trimble, a Nobel peace laureate from Northern Ireland, and Brig. Gen. Ken Watkin, Canada's former chief military prosecutor.

Although the panel does not have the authority to punish Israeli leaders, its findings could be politically damaging.

Israel's military has already wrapped up its own investigation, and the United Nations launched another probe of its own on Tuesday.

In a related development, Israel's Army Radio obtained video footage that it said showed an Arab Israeli lawmaker walking among men holding metal rods aboard the ship before the soldiers arrived. Hanin Zoabi has previously claimed she never saw any weapons aboard the vessel.

Zoabi was later branded a "traitor" by some fellow parliamentarians, who voted to revoke some of her government privileges.

Zoabi maintained her innocence to Israel Radio on Wednesday. "The tape doesn't mean anything, it's a minute out of an hour and a half of hostilities," she said. "I didn't see armed people, I didn't see people with clubs, I didn't see people with knives."

To be fair to the writer, he's just reporting what was said by the Israeli government. Not his own views...

2010-08-15T20:49:00.002+08:00

Sunday is the best time to watch KBS World. 2Days 1Night was extremely funny especially the part where they had to solve the riddle. I was laughing non-stop when Jungmin had to put on the octopus costume. He looked like Davy Jones (Pirates of the Caribbean).

Ignoring Floods in Pakistan Can Lead to Terrorism

13.8 million people in Pakistan are affected by the worst flood in a century. More than 1,500 are dead and many more unaccounted for. Entire villages and towns have been consumed by rising water levels, and hundreds of thousands are stranded. The only real quiet in this storm has been international response. It's one that could lead to future support of regional extremist groups.

Working in long-term reconstruction makes you understand that not all natural disasters are created equally. I've worked in close to a dozen areas affected by earthquake, flooding or hurricanes, and it is the most random hooks that spark a massive international response. The 2004 South Asia tsunami was the camcorder disaster as many foreigners were vacationing during the winter holidays, Hurricane Katrina became the 24-hour news channel disaster with endless helicopter footage of stranded homeowners, Haiti was the social media disaster with Twitter relaying information on the ground moments after the horrific earthquake, and the oil gusher caught our ire once we saw the underwater smoking gun. Sadly, these media moments make or break a disaster response.

The Pakistan floods of 2010 strike a strange similarity to the 2005 Kashmir earthquake. The world distracted by two major events -- then the tsunami and Katrina, and now Haiti and the Gulf spill. It also reminded me of a couple of other things from 2005. It was the first time our office received strong negative emails regarding whether we should respond. These ranged from the simple "why should we help those people?" to almost gleeful emails at the tragic situation. Due to lack of interest and support, we focused on a simple reconstruction manual (now being used in Haiti), but decided not to get directly involved. We did re-route well-meaning groups and individuals to local organizations like Karavan Pakistan and their Earthquake KAPIT-program.

Feeling like I had let colleagues down, I reached out to an independent USAID* contractor about the state of the reconstruction. His response was eye-opening. At the time, he was less concerned by the lack of funding but what will happen when the international community walks away. He implored, "Guess who will build the schools and health clinics? A well-funded group that will step in looking to win the hearts and minds of the people? The extreme factions of the Taliban. People don't just become terrorists, they join these groups when there is nothing left to lose."

Lack of international response to massive disasters in regionally sensitive areas are a breeding ground for future terrorism. When you have nothing to live for, you have everything to die for. We live in an interconnected world, and it is our responsibility to the global community to effectively implement a transparent aid strategy that enables and empowers locals in the rebuilding process. Otherwise, other groups with alternate reasons will step in and fill the societal cracks left after disaster.

2010-08-13T20:15:00.002+08:00

Greasy hair should be in charge of lab welfare.

I was sitting, waiting for my compound to separate out when from behind he asked me, "You're not going for lunch?" He scared the hell out of me. My reaction was like when you suddenly hear thunder.

The other time I was having trouble removing silica from my column and he was like why don't you do this, do that. I didn't want to hurt his feelings so I did as he suggested. All I had to do was keep hitting it but being nice I took the hairdryer and heated the column. I donno for what...

2010-08-12T20:18:00.002+08:00

Walking out of NUS (along the terraced houses), we saw campus security and people gathering around. I thought someone was injured and those people had nothing better to do - kepo. Then we saw a parcel so we thought some paranoid citizen could have called about a suspicious package. Then Cisco's 'police' and the real policmen started trickling in. Wah they really taking this seriously.

Out of nowhere, two bus load of YOG supporters entered. Clapping. Cheering.

WTH? 8 police escort for supporters. Didn't know we had that much resources to waste.

2010-08-11T22:01:00.004+08:00

Ramadhan and the Chinese 7th month fell on the same day. What a contradiction.

When I boarded the bus, the girls facing me started asking what that smell was.
Yes, I farted!!!
Hahaha no lah...
I spilled some foul smelling chemical on my lab coat and it wouldn't go away. Wait, it wasn't even a spill!!! It was just a drop since I was using a syringe. I didn't believe Lucifer when he said it was extremely smelly. Maybe smelly isn't the right word ie. rotten eggs. It smelled like gas.

So I told them it was me and I apologized. I should have asked them what it smelt like, maybe someone stepped on dog shit...

Lucky I asked my father to pick me up if not ppl would have had to endure it till Bedok,

Everyone thinks their religion is the right one. I sometimes question the foundation of their religion. Why pray to the son of God and not God, Himself?

Food for thought: Are we not allowed to question religion or simply take it as it is?

Here's wishing everyone a fruitful Ramadhan ahead :)

2010-08-10T21:00:00.001+08:00

I just got a month and a half's pay.
Now I'm left with $100.
Woohoo I went on a shopping spree!!! NOT. I gave my parents more than a whole month's pay. I'm an exemplary daughter. HAHAHA as if...I did that so my mother would shut up about me not lifting a finger around the house. I call it bribing.

Today is the day where I supposedly start my major project. An 'extremely important' monomer. It's gonna take 2 months and I have less than that before the end of my internship. There's a possibility that it'll be extended since I'll still be helping Lucifer. Today I have to re-do a column which he messed up.

Met up with my classmates.

On the way home, I got a call from Hidayah. She hardly if never calls. Asked her if she dialed the right number. Apparently it was on Friday NOT Monday.

Everyone has their own set of problems. As usual, Salleh talking about sex. With his supervisor no less. Tsk tsk tsk. Girlfriend deprived.

Then out of nowhere, Jinhwee came up. The guy with a hawt body but the last time I saw him, looked as if he was just dipped in caramel. I swear I can't remember saying he has no underarm hair. It's possible...

My obsession sounds disgusting, almost horny. I'll say it again. I'm not delusional or shallow. It made CPTC fun. Pretending and stalking. I'm just a fan of his hahaha

2010-08-09T10:25:00.000+08:00

Happy Independence Day Singapore!!!
National Day sounds a little anuty...

2010-08-01T14:21:00.003+08:00

One down. Ten more MP logbook entries to go!!! Can't do them just yet... I don't have all the information.
The book is freaking thick and I plan to use at least half of it. I'm not gonna waste $8. I'm such a cheapo...

I've not written a single thing on my SIP logbok. I won't be able to remember the details of what I did for the past 4 weeks so I'll just write rubbish. Graded Pass/Fail so who cares...

Hei hei hei hei su su su su sushi!!!

Monday is here already. This sucks!!!
I'm going in early so I can set up the column.
Can't believe I went home at 3 on Friday. I was sincerely shocked when Kris' supervisor said we could go home. I didn't feel comfortable since it was not my supervisor who let me off. I was not excited cos there's nothing to do at home anyway...

Who knew the author of The Twilight Series wrote like a ~~retard~~ broken typewriter?

2010-07-27T20:28:00.003+08:00

Remember the 10 Russian spies? That was the most embarrassing espionage expose I've ever heard!!! What 10 years and they had nothing concrete on those bastard!!!

I've got no respect for politicians in general.

There was this comment on an article about Bush. "... I don't doubt his love for America." Oh sure. Then I'm sure countless Afghans don't doubt the Taliban's love for their homeland and religion. What a load of shit!!!

Anyone read the new revelations on Wikileaks? Watched the video?
These people should be charged for war crimes.
Oopsie. We accidentally killed innocent civilians. Oh well...
No one is above the law. Not even the Pope.

Hopefully there's another recession. A double dip. Let's see if they'll survive...

2010-07-26T21:28:00.003+08:00

The bus is freaking cold!!! Difficult to type...

There's a road called Jln Mat Jambol!!!

The past week was boring.

Your false sense of accomplishment is...

I heard one of my classmates will be the torch bearer for the YOG. Congratulations to her.

I can't be bothered about the YOG. Did the committee think "Oh jolly. It falls right around National Day. Let's put Singapore on display for the world." Sure I'm proud to be a Singaporean but these elaborate schemes to put us on the world map is unnecessary. Just like the 'one and only' night race. Really??? The street circuit sucks!!! All you see is them going round and round and round. The pole driver usually wins. There's no space to overtake.

Are you effin' serious? Since when 183 got so many people?!?!?! I had to skip 2 buses. There was this Indian guy who die die wanted to get on the bus even after people told him there was another behind. It was so funny!!! This ain't Mumbai. Hahaha Remember Mumbai Secondary School? What happened to Hafeez sia? Just wasted another year of school...

2010-07-19T21:46:00.003+08:00

We hate them. No doubt about it.
Foreigners. Foreign talent. Whatever you want to call them. They're called foreign for a reason.
Are we mad that they're taking up citizenship or that these people are taking away jobs meant for Singaporeans?
Technically Singapore is built on immigrants so... Also, those positions are filled by them, foreigners, because we think it's beneath us.

Aren't we discriminating?

It's the same for almost every developed country. The French have placed restrictions on its minorities. Australia has put a pause on the influx of immigrants.

Aren't we moving towards being global citizens?

No point complaining about leaving late. Maybe for one last time...

I left the cursed place at 630!!! Again I was the only one left. People must think I'm extremely hardworking. All I think about is what time I get to leave. Since I was alone, I took the opportunity to run around and slide across the floor. I felt like a kid. At one point, I was rolling on the floor. Serious!!! I wanted to squat down but instead, I fell backwards. I tried to get up but my legs gave way. The rest is history...

I'm gonna go off at 6 and resume whatever I was doing the next day. I'm gonna have lunch at 1230 and take the full one hour.

My mixture boiled and shot up the 'thing'. What a mess!!! At that moment, the devil walked by. I'm surprised he didn't shout, "What are you doing?". I just didn't want him to see me screw up. Not good for my final evaluation. Simply wash down your mixture and vaporize off the solvent.

Anyway, 'whatever his name is' is this guy who puts on lots of hair gel. I shall make small talk if he's there tomorrow. Its not nice to give people nicknames. Hahaha Since when have I cared...

2010-07-16T23:09:00.003+08:00

I was happily collecting the eluent then I checked it with the drips to see if the second compound had come out. The damn thing was already a mixture. Re-do!!!

God damned devil had nothing for me to do!!! Might as well tell me not to come. Kept saying, "later I check with NMR then we'll see what to do next". So I spent my time talking to Yong Jie while waiting for Dr. Ma's column. Talked about how the devil was, in his words, abusing me and his disbelief in God...

He should be banned from the lab. He plays with solvents with his bare hands. Today, he forgot that the squeeze bottle was open and swung it in my direction. Luckily, it ended up on the floor. He can ask if it's a major spill or a minor one. Then he touched a test tube and it broke. He threw it in the glass container from a far and it missed. I was the cleaning crew for loco guy.

There's a hole in my toe. It looks as disgusting as it sounds. It was a hard skin and I couldn't stand the look of it so I picked on it. It didn't come off so I bit it. Yay it's gone!!! Not. Blood started dripping and there's a freaking hole!!! My mother told my to go to the doctor but for something like this? She started saying stuff like "later cannot walk"... Yesterday, I got ready water and tissue and started to work on it again. I can't control myself!!!

2010-07-15T21:55:00.005+08:00

Bumped into my cousin at the MRT. I wanted to call out but a lot of ppl so I swung my bag. Donno if I hit too hard. Sounds like a bad idea to enter NUS. She has to take some English and maths test. Just being there gives me the creeps.

As usual nothing much to do. The column separation Dr. Ma asked to do is taking so long, since yesterday morning. Don't think it'll be done by tomorrow. I'd suggest to increase the solvent polarity but he's in London...

Talked to someone from RI. Kepo. He was doing something for the devil.
Heard Dr. Hong speak Korean over the phone. I was evesdropping...

The Frenchman gave me a fright when he slammed the drawer close. For a moment I thought it was the devil.

I hate it when he's there while I'm doing stuff. I have a clumsy way of doing things. For sure the solution will spill. Just now, I was dealing with black silver fluoride. I squeezed the solvent too hard and the black stuff splashed on the table, floor and my lab coat. I frantically started cleaning. I even thought of changing lab coat.

Anyway, FenchKiss then knocked into me or maybe I purposely shouldered him. Hahaha He walked past a few more times, inside I was catcalling. What I would give to work with that hottie!!!

2010-07-14T21:55:00.000+08:00

Even if there's absolutely nothing to do, he'll never let me off. How come others can? *cries

I finished my work early so I had 3 hours to kill. Ended up cleaning everything in the base tank. I was squatting and sweeping the floor with a mini broom and dustpan.

2010-07-12T21:37:00.001+08:00

Here's a piece if advice: Don't be too clingy.

Going home at 6, the roads are jam packed with cars (it takes effin' long!!!) but the trains are clear.

Going home at 4, you can't get a seat on the train. After standing the whole day, to stand from Clementi to Tampines is just excruciating.

Where did he go??? My Wei Ming...

Why do some think Westerners are the more superior race? Hollywood? If only you read news pertaining to them.

America is facing the highest unemployment since the Great Depression. They own China at least a trillion. So much for Obama being their savior.

Greece has gone bankrupt.

The Americans started three wars they couldn't win. Vietnam. Afghanistan. Iraq.

Be proud of your origins.

I feel bad for not giving up my seat. I mean she looks like she's pregnant but the bump is hardly visible...

Forgive me God, for I have sinned. I kept staring at this white guy's huge meatbox... He must have stuffed a sock down there. Why am I even blogging about it? I'm so going to hell!!!

Let's all ask forgiveness for our sins and those of our brothers.

2010-07-09T12:50:00.000+08:00

Why don't guys shave their underarm? It's unsightly!!!

I was hoping it would rain so I could use this Vopak umbrella that looks like a bottle. But it didn't rain hard enough for me to use it. Awww...

Left. Right. Front. Back. You see someone with an iPhone. It's no longer, "Wow! You have an iPhone." More like, "Oh. You too..."

The orange powder is giving me an itch. Get it off me!!! Get it off!!!

Tomorrow, we have to submit our proposal and some stupid report. As usual, I've yet to start.

What do you mean proposal? Have you looked through the dictionary? It's not called a proposal. There's a possibility a proposal will not go through!!! I'm guessing this would force us to start on our MP...

Went to an academic seminar. It was damn difficult to understand. All I know is it had something to do with the compound in light sticks.

2010-07-07T18:49:00.001+08:00

I can run after a bus like there's no tomorrow but never for the fun of it.

We (+Yip) have been messing around in the lab when no one's around. Sabotaging the glove box. Putting dry ice in the waste container. Playing with the equipment. Breathing onto the window, fogging it up. Sad it's gonna end next week when the devil returns.

2010-07-06T18:50:00.000+08:00

I'm rushing home to clean my room before my mother gets back. She threatened to lock me out.

The past 2 days have been relaxing. No pressure. I broke 3 glass apparatus without having to pay!!! Just a few stares my way.

Now for irrelevant blabbering...

Yesterday, Clement, Kris and I were chatting then suddenly there was an ear piercing sound. Like exploding glass under high pressure. We went around looking for what caused it. Everyone thought it was the glove box (a pressurized container containing deadly chemicals). They started tampering with it and there was this noise like gas flowing out. FYI, it's N2 pressured so I started saying, "We're gonna die. We're gonna die." It was too loud that the 'guy with many names' asked me to "relax ah".

'Guy with many names' is this cute geek who's super helpful, super nice and super cute. He's a post grad who came in the week after I started. Kris has a 'problem' with him. At first, it was he stole her supervisor. Then today, it was he never do anything. NO!!! He was preparing the sample and standing around being an eye candy!!! Next time if many names needs a column, I'll happily do it for him ;)

Kris: Everywhere you go sure got some guy.

2010-07-04T22:06:00.004+08:00

I'm plagued by eye problems. Either from exposure to UV light or chemical fumes. I can't be in bright light or I'll start tearing like crazy. Couldn't log on or watch TV. The thought of going blind is freaky. I have to stick my head in the fume hood!!! The fume hood is used to vent out harmful fumes and there I am 'getting high'.

I've been sent to hell. Thank God the Devil will be away next week.

Yesterday's match between Argentina and Germany was my first this world cup. I don't get why people were betting on the Argentinians to win. The Germans were runner ups in 2002 and third in 2006 (lost to the eventual winners). Messi was no where near scoring and their defense was crap. All four goals looked really simple but what do I know about football. That phase is over...

2010-07-02T20:38:00.001+08:00

Fishstick. Fishball. Fishcake.
I had a post going and my iPod died. Always remember to save your work.

Anyway, here's what was supposed to be yesterday's post...

I was the only one left in the lab. Maybe I should break/spoil something only then would I be let off early. I'm tired of feeling anxious about going home. Slowly I'm accepting the fact that my life sucks.

Times like this I hate it when I blog about what I did, what 'awesome' thing happened to me... Sometimes I find it stupid. Like who is even interested?

So here it goes...

I've been standing the whole day with only an hour of break. Hence the stupidity. First, when I passed the security guard my pass I gave him the tissue I had in my hand and he had to chase me because I forgot my IC. Then, the SBS bus was kinda packed so I was standing on the steps and I lost my balance. Fell. Actually I stumbled and dropped my iPod. The driver had to stop. He asked, " Sakit?" I was like oh no. No. Either he was really nice or was afraid of I would file a complain. Don't worry kind sir, I'm not one of those Singaporeans.

2010-06-30T20:55:00.001+08:00

Race-ist DONKEY. Arrogant FUCK.

Why the hell is A* built here when it's infested with you know who? A world class research hub. Oh please, don't flatter yourself Lee. I fucking hate that place and it's only my fourth day. I'm not being unreasonable. I realise this is expected but I'm having it worse than the rest.

I went off at 6:45. I was the only left. Donkey thinks I'm a university graduate. Argh!!! Piece of ass shit!!!

Just pray that tomorrow, the test tubes contain the right amount of liquid. Not overflow-ed or it's really the end of my grades.

3 months of Hell China. Everyday, we travel to a new city...

2010-06-29T21:38:00.003+08:00

10 minutes of tears...

Wow. There was no one in the train when I board at Clementi!!!

Every morning, the first thing I do when I enter the lab is stick my face in a barrel of chemical. To get high. Serious!!! I'm not kidding...

I wanna exchange supervisor with Kris. I can't believe he's asking me to do everything on my own!!! Even though Dr. Ma has greasy hair, he's damn nice. I have a list of things to do and when it's time for lunch or time to go home, Li Jun will disappear. I'll have to call his office and pretend to ask, "I'm done. So what to do next?"

I complain too much.

2010-06-28T20:47:00.005+08:00

I have to be mentally prepared to stay till 6 while others get off by 4:30 or I'll go crazy counting down the seconds. FML.

Set up the column all on my own but there were too many air bubbles so I had to re-do the damn thing. Not before getting 'scolded' by my supervisor. He leaves me to do everything. Kris's supervisor sets up his own!!! Then she complains she's got nothing to do... For how at least. hahaha

On the MRT home, I kept staring at some Chinese guy. He had such luscious lips!!!

Mmmmm...

I would have kissed the life out of him if I could. I was actually contemplating if I should take a picture of it...

2010-06-27T21:04:00.001+08:00

This post is kind of overdue...

So Friday was my first day in the lab. I insisted that I wanted to come and just look at him do his stuff. My first day and I went home last. 2 hours later!!! Must be pay back for not having to come for the past two weeks.

AND there was a minor accident.
We were filling up the squeeze bottles with hexane. I was pouring it from this big plastic container and it was dripping everywhere. But that's not it. After filling it up, I asked Kris to cap it. She capped it and squeezed some on to her mouth. Mmmmm mouth wash. Refershing.
I saw the jet of hexane coming out but didn't know where it landed. All I remember next was standing there and laughing... Hahaha next time I'll try to be more helpful.

2010-06-25T09:33:00.004+08:00

The flour was dried in the sun too long that it turned freakish orange. STOP sun tanning!!!

Okamoto Crown. Voted world's best condom for 9 years in a row by condomdepot.com. You learn useless things on the MRT. Yesterday was: "It's not cool to pick your nose in public. It's not cool to litter." So I'm guessing after you pick your nose, remember to bin it!!!

I'm having so much fun in the rain. Getting splashed on by a double decker bus. Free shower by ppl who open their umbrellas under SHELTER!!! It's bloody raining. Heavily. Which idiot thinks they'll remain dry with an umbrella???

I have a freaking umbrella too. Shall I poke you in the eye with it? Or maybe you want an umbrella fight?

I'm not ranting over one person. It's a sea of inconsiderate ppl. I'm not angry or pissed. Just blogging for the fun of it. I'm thinking, "Whatever floats your sampan, bitches."

Who's excited for climate change?

Hip hip hurray!!!

2010-06-24T11:18:00.001+08:00

The update was way more than what I thought. The transition from app to app is different. You can now edit your playlist without using iTunes. And just when I was about to diss their upcoming iPhone.

2010-06-23T11:41:00.002+08:00

Some people are really weird. I might have issues when it comes to where I sleep and 'cleanliness' but this is person has it on a social level and doesn't even realize it. Just my luck!!!

The new iPod software update looks good.
I'm referring to the bottom portion...

Random news articles:

Whole Communities Hooked On Heroin In Afghanistan

Dina Lohan, Lindsay's Mom, Denied Free Ice Cream, Calls Cops

2010-06-21T16:28:00.002+08:00

He's back BUT I have another week off. I don't know if I should be jumping for joy or be worried. Staying at home is no fun!!! There's only so much you can do online before insanity sets in...

Anyway, here's some 'funny' stuff...
Love the comments...

2010-06-20T20:07:00.001+08:00

Been lazying around my room the WHOLE day. Only to go out to eat, act busy and to shout at my younger brother to get off the sofa.

It pisses the daylight out of me whenever I see anyone on the sofa. When my mother bought it, she told us we were not allowed to sit on it. It's meant for our guests and it stuck till today. That was 4 years ago. Right, I think there's something wrong with me...

Oh ya. Guess what was the first thing my younger brother said when he met my mother at the airport. He complained about me. Not a "How are you?"... HAHAHA

I'm suppose to study for some safety test but as usual I'm too lazy. Hopefully, it's idiot proof. The passing is 85% or it's YMCA... AND my supervisor better be back from China or imma have a bitch fit!!!

I used to follow Hollywood religiously till I discovered K-Pop. It's not for everyone that's for sure. I wouldn't call myself a die hard fan. I'm an A+, a Triple S, a Kiss Me, a V.I.P., an ELF, a B2TY... hahaha it's all guys.

It's fun to watch and comment. I find myself smiling A LOT whenever I post stuff up on my blog. When I look closely I realise it might all be fake. These ppl put on a front to attract more fans but I told myself to take it at face value and not question it since it'll take all the fun out of K-Pop.

The difference between the two is huge.

2010-06-18T22:50:00.002+08:00

Why the fuck is the kitchen still so sticky every time I step in?!?!?!

I have to mop it every single time and it's not as if I use some dirty mop. It's a magic clean cloth that I wash with soap before cleaning. And there'll be utensils lying around. If it's my brothers I'll just yell at them but my father!!! There's also this stink from a rotten watermelon which he bought just yesterday. AND he's yet to fix the tap!!! I would curse and swear but people are reading...

2010-06-16T09:42:00.003+08:00

Updated:

Just found out I didn't have to come in today. My researcher is in mother fucking CHINA!!! Nothing against China or the Chinese. I spent hours waiting!!!
Just found out I misplaced/lost my I.C.

We officially start today... Maybe not since we can't go into the labs till we pass the test. I'm accident prone!!! Will be working with some senior engineer. The only one!!! Ya right, my research sounds shitty. Hopefully he's really nice. Dr. Li Jun. If only it were Lee Joon. HAHAHA Ooh there's this Frenchman. Looks hot (sort of) with his ear stud and all and the way he talks.

Does anyone know the meaning of Aishiterru or something similar? It's Japanese.

Saw Bush Fire on our way to work and a few other ppl...

Don't seem to be able to update as frequently. Too tired once I reach home. And my mother is only coming back on Saturday so I'll have to really scrub the house clean this Friday.

2010-06-13T15:31:00.001+08:00

File this under: Things That Rich Ass Kids Have

Who the heck gives their 4 year old kid...
Whatever. His kid. His money. It looks photoshop-ed though.

Finally starting my attachment tomorrow. Was thinking we'd end at 1330 but there's admin...
EXCITED for the change :)

2010-06-09T13:51:00.000+08:00

Anyone knows why the SGD keeps dropping??? Even against MYR...

Oh well.

Extremely bored.
Not much of a party going on here unless you count lazying around and drinking the 'prohibited' soda... Been passing the time by watching Maid Sama. Hopefully Thursday's plan comes through...

Oh ya.
The grafittie on the MRT train was super COOL!!! Really professional. They should pay the dude for a job well done. I'm serious!!!

2010-06-07T02:15:00.003+08:00

My mother will be out of town for the next 12 days.
So...

Let's Party!!!

Okay...that's retarded.

2010-06-06T00:09:00.005+08:00

45 minutes of joy!!!
I only had eyes for Sungmin. The cute action he did during Rokuku had me squealing!!!

Honestly, not what I was expecting.
Blame the sound system. Horrible!!!
But I had fun :)

Let's see. First they performed Bonamana then Yesung sang his Cinderella Sister OST. There was a birthday celebration for Ryeowook. SuJu T sang Rokuku then some song I'm unfamiliar with. Finally, they sang the remix for Shorry Shorry hahaha

I was hoping they would sing Boom Boom and Don't Don...

The most memorable moment was when Heechul purposely showed his shoulder. I was like WTF. Well since he can't kiss anyone the least he could do for us was to show some skin hahaha

Leeteuk came off stage then ran and high five-ed those at the side!!!

My cousin is Super Lucky. She got us the 4 tickets and she had the opportunity to meet them backstage for a group photo.
But no autographs. She said you couldn't touch them if not they'll ask you to leave.
I would have hugged Sungmin and left!!! Or at least shaken his hands...

Will upload the vids once I get them from my cousin. HD somemore!!!

2010-06-05T23:42:00.006+08:00

Happy Birthday to the Trees!!!

Happy Birthday to Ah Huat!!!

My cousin asked me to the SingTel Showcase ft. Super Junior!!!
It'll be my first time meeting/seeing/hugging (wishful thinking) a celebrity!!!
I've never seen a local celebrity so this is a big deal!!!
Very very very excited!!!

Sungmin-ah!!! I'm coming for you...

Evil Maknae not attending would mean more singing time for my Minnie :)
Oh man, I would love to see Kyu!!!
Don't think I'll be able to sleep tonight...

Crazy Christian Lady

Extremely funny!!!
Every religion has it's fair share of psychos...

2010-06-04T21:12:00.002+08:00

The latest Naruto episode was THE BOMB!!! Finally some action...

We've been through this before. I get seriously pissed when someone walks past me and they're smoking!!! I can't take the smell. Sorry to my friend who smokes...

Talked to my 'BFF''s mum and uncle. WOW I'm sociable!!!
I think...I think I'm more confident now as compared to last time. I used to fold my hands across that a teacher approached and asked why I was so defensive.
Am I more confident now that I no longer bother when ppl laugh at my mistakes (in fact I find it amusing), that I knowingly make a fool out of myself? Is that what you call confident?

2010-06-03T20:33:00.000+08:00

Will be saying goodbye to my 'BFF' tmr. Off to China for the next 4 months...
Will maybe chat with Shebes if She-lai-ne is not there to keep him company before he takes off. I'll ask him to buy me something hahaha
I know so tak malu :P

2010-06-02T23:00:00.002+08:00

I love TYT!!!

The big boys are getting whooped!!! Shows their diminishing influence.

America and Israel want the independent investigation to be led by the Jew. WTF!!!
That's the dumbest thing ever. STOOPID!!!

2010-06-01T14:08:00.006+08:00

Took me by surprise.
When I entered the LT, Wahid said "Hi Fad." loudly. Obviously I started laughing. Gonna miss him!!! I regret not interacting earlier. Would have more stories to share...

Oh man. What am I gonna do for the next week? Those going to IMRE will only start on the 14th. I'm already so bored that I've resorted to creating weird foods. So far I've made tom yam fried rice and black pepper beef patties (lots of pepper, you wouldn't believe).

They gave out the certs for those in the Director's List.
Was not expecting to get one.
With my GPA, keep dreaming.
Funny how I'm not satisfied with a 3.* I'm aiming really high this time.
It's possible to get a 4 this semester. Gooooooooo me!!!

When we talk about Jin Hwee, 'BFF' there's no need to tell me "He don't like you".
Like DUH. I don't expect anything.
Don't worry. If you're jealous, just to let you know, I don't find him attractive anymore.

Titled: WTF

2010-05-31T20:48:00.000+08:00

Ugh...
Going back to school tomorrow.
And there NAPFA. Let's see which semangat girls will be going because I certainly will not. Who says they'll retain my diploma if I don't go? Only an idiot would believe that...

Funny how Peggy entertained my nonsense when I asked her where my best friend was buahahaha

2010-05-29T14:24:00.004+08:00

Yohoho. We're Seniors!!! If that even means anything....

One more week before we start our internship. Excited to do well. Need to bring my GPA up. Right now it looks pretty low. Weak sauce...

Beauty Queen, Arrested On Drug-Trafficking Charges

...when airport police caught a 21-year-old Argentine woman with 55 kilograms (121 pounds) of cocaine in her baggage boarding a flight to Cancun.

There are so many levels of stupid...

2010-05-25T18:38:00.004+08:00

Some ppl effin' irritating. Seriously want to tell them off. But the world does not revolve around me. What I find irritating, others might find it as being unreasonable. Oh well...

I did a favour and I expect that it be settled quickly. Simple thing take so long. I could have simply said NO because truthfully I don't care.

Wow feeling? WTF!!! If you find satisfaction when you get that 'wow' feeling...

I get that he has financial problems so I shall be 'understanding'. It's not about the money. I could have given it myself...

From what others say, you seem like a bitch! Cannot tahan.
Can't trust ppl these days. Everyone is out for themselves. I'm no exception.

Hah... Like I said the other day, "I must have pissed off some ppl". Came true. Seriously, if they're unhappy, no need for me to find out from others. Say it to my face. BUT if they were to confront me, I don't think I'll handle it civilly.
Still alive right? Never die. So what's your fucking problem?

2010-05-24T20:21:00.002+08:00

The night shift sucks!!! We did nothing most of the time. We had to resort to mindless fun to keep ourselves occupied. They told ghost stories. Didn't find them remotely interesting. I look at Yong until got no feeling...

Hahaha because of my mistake we had to restart the furnace. I reset-ed the wrong TSO valves. I had a mini tug-o-war with the shift leader over the papers I was holding. Excuse me!!! If I didn't have them with me ppl like Al wouldn't know what to do!!!

Maybe I do sound like a bimbo. I wouldn't necessarily say I know what goes on most of the time but I know enough not to be called one. It must be the way I behave. Yeah I realize I'm kinda different these past few weeks. No reason to be serious all the time. Time to loosen up before the real attachment starts... 2 more weeks.

I love TP1. Like seriously WTF!!! No one cares. She must have said it because our group delayed them from going home. I must have pissed off some ppl when I started asking questions. OOOH I'm sorry. NOT!!! I was kind of doing it on purpose. Oops!!!

And the bus coordinators need to take a chill pill. Why get so worked up over the bus? You need a more important appointment to act that way. HOLY SHIT it's the bus coordinator!!! Be afraid. Be very very afraid. This fuckery deserves a rant...

2010-05-22T17:05:00.001+08:00

Tomorrow is gonna be the last shift training. The only night training. Anticipating!!!

'The Laughing Choir'

Wahid and I are officially BFFs!!! hahaha

Reminds me of what I did last Thursday.

2010-05-17T23:00:00.006+08:00

Confirm my SMS-es this month will exceed. Keep messaging nonsense. FYI, Salleh just got a boob enlargement.

Wahid was exceptionally entertaining today. We were in the pantry during lunch watching him bully Sebastian. Whatever Sebastian says sure he'll have comment. I was laughing like crazy. The nonsensical comments and the way he talks = epic. Oh ya. He no longer looks like the Bangla Wolverine.

Miss Flirt Singapore 2010

One of my best creations yet!!! I saw her flirting with my cutie at the plant and in the control room!!! She tells everyone she's engaged. Right... Can someone please ask her to tie her damn hair. This is not some fashion show!!! I heard Anis conducted a stripping session for her and her Indian posse on the bus. Tsk. Tsk. Tsk.

And Salleh, it was I who said that all the makciks were attracted to your babat. Then Wahid said "Ya lah. Not like my babat, so useless."

My plan to shame Salleh didn't work. Salleh and Rayan talking on the bus gave me a big headache. So noisy!!! And that idiot went to ask Clement if he would go out with me. WTF!!!

2010-05-15T11:35:00.001+08:00

The Jurong East bus is so much more happening!!! But the journey is kinda short...

I'm seriously gonna miss CPTC :(

The days spent laughing, the bus journey, lunch, climbing up ladders/vessels, the interaction with ppl we normally wouldn't talk to in school...

This is really a FML/WTF moment!!!
I lost my phone so I asked my mother if I could get a new one. She said NO so I was stuck with this damn phone where I had to use a pen to punch the keypad since most of the buttons were spoilt. Then one day this black hole started to appear on the screen and after two days you could hardly see anything.
Bloody angry so I shouted at her to get me a phone pronto. I was super angry so I took hers and have been using it since. A few days ago she and my father BOTH got an E72 phone!!! Seriously, WTF!!! WFT!!! I'm so starting to ask them for pocket money if they have $$ to buy HPs they don't even know how to use. This is some stupid shit...

2010-05-12T22:00:00.001+08:00

From recent posts, you get a sense of what my life is like now. CPTC. Tuition. Home. Sleep. I wanna write bout the Afghan sex slaves etc but no time. So without further ado, here's what happeded today...

The one thing I remember is Kris, Peggy and I in the toilet laughing like crazy. All over a wet patch. The water dripped on my cover-all. I though it was at the upper portion but it ended up right above my butt crack. Kris's tickelish fingers and the wet wet comment had me kneeling on the floor, howling. Then I saw a black laced bra and panties under the sink. Laugh until we develop six packs...

I'm disappointed in my cutie!!! How could he tompang that bitch!!! How could he!!!

Pretending that he's my BF makes the day more interesting. I'm not a psycho. I'm not delusional. But I admit that whenever I see him I go crazy. I love staring at his body!!!

AND Anis told me he said I smell nice!!! My life is effin' complete!!!

Oh and Rayan mistakenly heard me call Anis hottie. I was actually refering to my man ;)

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